I don't really exercise a lot, but I take walks. Its nice to take walks by myself or with a family member. I usually go to the parks with my scooter. I would park my scooter then I would walk along the streets. It feels nice to just wander around the block. It feels nice to go to an environment that won't make you feel so different. At home I feel so weird. A lot of stress comes from home but a different stress comes from school too. But when I am alone I feel a bit happy. When I am alone I don't feel so different. I feel like it's just me in this world. Where people won't have to judge me. Where people won't have to tell me, remind me I am so different. Not even love can bring me this feeling. Out here in a world where it's just me, I feel happy.
When I was six years old my future job was to be a doctor. My parents really liked the idea. My parents said that if you could be a doctor, you would earn a lot of money. And when I was younger I did want to earn a lot of money, because who doesn't? As I grew older I found talent in English. When I was in second grade in Korea, I was getting better and better at English really quick. I loved writing and reading. I was good at English so much until my mom thought I could be an English teacher one day. But as I came to sixth grade I realized English was hard. But at the same time, I had watched so many you tube videos to decide might want to become a you tuber one day. It will be hard but I might change this idea the way I decided not to become a doctor or an English teacher.
I am very afraid of roller coasters! Why? Because I am very afraid of heights. I am not afraid of the stair case but I am afraid of rides that are high in the sky with fast speeds, and you no control in it. By have no control about it! I mean you can't stop when you want to and you just have to do it without knowing when it will drop. Since I am afraid of that, I am very paranoid about the seat belts. They seem so lose for me since I am so skinny which makes me even more traumatized and fearful.
This is the song "The Chainsmokers – Paris (Lyrics)" , lyrics version, not the real one. I really like this song because its calming and it makes me feel happy. It is also about a love story but I think of this love 'story", about loving my self.
I love beaches. It is such a relaxing place to be. And if I a came early I would be so happy because I might be the only one at the beach. Being the only one gives me so much privacy. This beach is also called a Portdickson Beach. This is a place where I went before in Malaysia.
I would always love to write. I would write stories for fun, scripts for school, and many more. My favorite type of writings would be diaries. I like to make diaries because I was such a quiet person and talking all about the embarrassing moments or just deep, deep secrets out in public would embarrassing to me. But I still did want to talk about it. So I would just write all my problems and fears, in notebooks that I would have around my house. It made me feel happy to open up, even if it was a book. But opening up about all the problems and anger I would have, makes me feel happy. It was hard to keep a secret so writing it made me feel like all my secrets are out of me. It made me feel a bit happier. And from then on, I love to write!
I love ice cream. If there is anything in the world I could eat forever and not get sick, it would be ice cream. but not just any ice cream it would be cookies and cream ice cream. Cookies and cream is the most delicious ice cream I have ever tasted. Cookies and cream ice cream is literally just an Oreo with a lot of vanilla ice cream, crushed up all together and then made into an ice cream all over again. Some times in fancy ice cream stores, they would give you an Oreo on top of your cookies and cream and I would always love that. When they do give that I would always savor the Oreo of sometimes just use the ice cream as a cream for the Oreo.
Technology is every thing to me! I must bring it everywhere i go. I need it. For entertainment, school, and interacting. I need it for entertainment, because if I was having a bad day or I just felt nervous for something, I would make myself happy by watching videos. I would watch you tube videos by my most beloved you tubers, randoms videos, or I would play games in them. I need it for school because if I needed to do research, I could quickly pull out my computer from my bag and I could easily use it. Without having to ask the teachers permission for using the school's computer. Getting internet was pretty hard but since I mostly go to school and usually go stay home most of the time, I would get internet to do my business. Technology almost helped me do most of my favorite things like listening to music or watching adorable hamsters, and playing games like Minecraft. Because of the technology I can do a lot of stuff in life.
Reading was my favorite thing to do when I was really bored and didn't want to use any devices. My favorite kinds of books is fiction books. Fiction books are my favorite because their stories are so creative that you just fell in love and interested in them very quickly. When I was bored and had nothing to do, I would always read. Time passes by so quickly when you read, that you didn't even know. I also like using my imaginations, when I read. Since you don't know what is going to happen next i would always predict on what would happen. I would predict the most crazy things that my ideas would always encourage me to start reading them again. I also like peaceful and quietness, so that when I wake up in the day, I would start reading again.
I actually really like sports. It's something I enjoyed doing. Although my favorite sports is badminton. I used to play badminton often. I used to play badminton with my family but often with my siblings. My brother was the best player in my family. While I still try to figure out how shoot back the ball properly. I had many practices though, especially at school when we used to play badminton at P.E. class. And sometimes some students would bring in the badminton materials and we would all play at school. Other sports I started to enjoy thanks to KKFS was hockey. It was actually really fun playing hockey. I played hockey when I was in fifth grade. I played because we had to earn points for our house team. It was fun, although the hockey stick were actually pretty heavy.
I know the game Minecraft is a pretty old game now but, my dad bought my brother a Minecraft Hypixle, in his computer. Hypixle is a Minecraft game, where you could play tons of related Minecraft games. Like bed wars. Bed wars is a team or solo game where you have to protect your bed from other teammates or other players. And you have to get minerals to get armor, swords and others. The way to get minerals it to travel to other islands near your island. A bow and arrow is my favorite weapon. I would use it to shoot of any players secretly try to destroy my bed with TNT. That's my favorite Hypixle game!
I love animals! They are so cute! And so innocent! Especially hamsters! Because I have three adorable hamsters. Animals are so special to me. They make feel like I have some company, it makes me feel so happy and so loved. They are fun to play with too. I am always interested on where my hamsters go when they run around. Their favorite spot to go when we let them play is under the couches, where they roam around. I think why they go under the couches is because they like to feel very free and try to make sure that they aren't held. So, I am pretty sure hamsters don't like to be held much because of such experience. I love seeing them roam around because them running around looks so incredibly and adorably fast. The hamsters running around makes me feel like they have a lot of freedom. I like to know that they have a lot of freedom, so that they can stay happy.
YouTube is life for me. It entertains me through many ways, because I have many interest there. I love you tube. Not only do I enjoy them but I support the people who make interesting videos. I support by subscribing to them, telling them that this is a good video. I love the feeling where i find good content in their videos. I find funny videos entertaining. And what I expect to do, after watching every video that I find amusing, I liked their videos. using the like button under the video. I love you tube. I would say that I am a good subscriber, to my most beloved you tubers. I watch their videos every day and not missing a single one make me feel happy. And I know that it makes the creators happy, and happy to know that I liked their content.
I really like acting. Not many people know but when I listen to my music I act with the words. When the music represents a sad tone I would show a sad act, but when it shows a happy tone I would show a happy act. Its really entertaining to act. It's entertaining to see the audience enjoying it even more. But I had never acted in front of a real audience yet though.
I chose music. Why I chose it, is because, this picture represents many songs and notes, representing Music. Music has been apart of me. Ever since I was younger I really liked singing or just humming randoms notes that pleased me. Music also made me happy when I am sad and it also expresses the way I feel, even in wordless songs you could tell the mood I am in just by humming the song like I said before. Although, I do like songs that are cheerful and high beat like and that is also catchy. Like my favorite song called 'Paris" from the Chainsmokers. They are good band but I don't really have a favorite band. Bands makes songs but not all of them sparks my interest.