This may not really be an interest, but I NEED to be alone for at least a few hours everyday. And that's been sort of hard these past two weeks after i moved in with my sister and her fiance. They're bother super nice but they ask SO MANY questions and i'm very irritable at times and it's frustrating. I like to be alone because I can think, do work, or just watch movies or videos and not have to worry about anything else. I like it better than being in public, because I feel alone no matter how many people are around. At least when I actually am alone, it's because I'm choosing to be.
If i could live anywhere in the world, Canada and Germany are my top two picks. Canada is ranked #2 for having the best educational programs, while Germany is #4. I have family who live in both countries, and they really are the most friendly people I've ever met. They're also politically up to date, in regards to sex, racism, etc. Germany has ridiculous laws, but they're all for the better and i personally wish that the US would take some notes from other friendly, successful countries.
Psychology has been something that I've been interested in for as long as I can remember. I've always been intrigued by how people think, and why people do the things that they do. I'm not very smart per se, but I've always been pretty intellectual, and more aware of my surrounding unlike a lot of people these days. I would have liked to be a cognitive behavioral therapist, but I can't go through 10 years of school. I'll be content with my knowledge of body language to figure people out.
I really enjoy decorating houses, and rooms, all the way from the wall colors to what goes on what side of the shelf. I like light walls, dark floors, colorful decorations. Personally in my room, my walls are a light grey, my floors are ebony, my bed is while, grey, and turquoise, and my room decorations are mainly white and light pink. I'm pretty excited to buy my own house so I can make it look good.
I wasnt allowed to wear makeup outside of my house until i turned 13. But I've been practicing since I was about 10, so I didn't look like a total tragic mess the first time i wore it out in public. Don't get me wrong, I still see pictures from middle school, and still cringe hardcore. I considered working at Ulta or sephora, but I don't think I'm quite there yet.
I use to not care about germs, and use to only wash my hands after using the bathroom. I now germs aren't as bad as they use to make them seam, but i'm starting get this like fear of germs. I've started washing my hands a few times a day, for about 4 minutes each time and my boyfriend pointed out how excessive it was. I clean and disinfect my bathroom once a week, sweet & vacuum my whole house everyday (we have dogs) and disinfect the kitchen and all the door knobs and hands, and whatever else we touch on a daily bases as well. Maybe I'm developing a form of OCD, maybe I just enjoy cleaning.
I love animals probably just as much as anyone. Like a lot of people in elementary school, I wanted to be a vet. I'm not too big on performing surgeries on animals, as much as I am with just ordinary care. Something I'm pretty good at is bathing cats. I've given every single one of my cats a bath. I've had about 15 different cats a bath. it's all about how you handle them & place them into water to make them feel safe. I really enjoy feeding them, and I'm kind of a neat freak, so i enjoy cleaning up after them as well. Monday I sent in an application to work at the humane society. I'm not getting my hopes up, though.
Im an extremely cautions person, I never go anywhere by myself, and I'm always checking over my shoulder. I blame it on always reading and watching unsolved murders, mysterious disappearances, and other unsolved mysteries. I hope it isn't concerning to say that I've always been intrigued by these and about 5 years ago sparked my interest in working in Forensic science and/or detective work.
I've always been pretty self conscience about my singing, I'm scared that I'm actually super bad at it and just get false positive feedback. My mom is a well known tech YouTuber, and has all kinds of mic equipment and she has several times tried ti get me to start making cover videos to start making my own money, but I've just been too scared to. I was pretty heavily involved in band since 6th grade, and in junior high i was living in South Texas wear marching band is a HUGE deal, and i was even considering to be a band director. But i moved back to MO where band is kinda, eh. So I quit band at the start of my sophomore year.
I started lifting weights freshman year. I didn't want to take PE because I don't like playing kickball or tennis, and that's all we ever did in PE. I have taken it every year since then, because it makes me feel strong and it keeps me busy. I have physical fitness 3rd block, and go to the gym on the days I don't work out at school. I have a pretty weak upper body, and can only bench 95lbs, but I can squat 145.